I went for.my MRI scan last week to.find out exactly where my cancer is and how bad it is. I'm still waiting on my results. I'm trying to be strong, but in my head I am fearing the worst. I just don't want to leave the kids without a mum so young. I was almost 30 when I lost you and I'm still not over it and never will be. I don't want to.put my young babies through that. Please send me positive vibes for a best case scenario that I can fight. Xxx